I am ordinary and life is ordinary. Till not so long ago I thought differently. I, maybe like everyone else, thought I was meant to do achieve something great. I never knew or know now what that something great would be, but something I was just right for, I was meant for.
Life seems so mundane now, so meaningless. It seems such a waste. A waste of opportunities lost in utter ignorance. Lost because of the ignorant confidence of youth. Because of never being shown the mirror, because of never being made to understand reality till it bit. Because of a crazy, romantic belief that everything would always stay perfect. Because of the naive belief that the love of people who love me will always be there protecting me. Because of not knowing the right from the wrong, or that there is so much more than just right and wrong.
Because of not investing time and love on the right people. Because of not being able to know who were the right people. Because of always being afraid of being truthful and honest. Because of always trying to be someone other than what I was. Because of never getting to know who I really was.
Too late now??? No. How can it be? I am still me. A lot of time has passed but there's still so much more to go. There is a chance to find myself , to find the right people. Something great must still be waiting to be done. Something will fall in place sometime.. For lost dreams and undying hope....
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I can only hope and pray that all your lost dreams come true!!
Hey.. If you read a couple of my previous posts, you`ll know that this is exactly how I`ve felt oh so often. And still do. Just that I cant be too vocal about it - becos there are some people who read my blog and feel free to comment/complain later on(on telephone, to The G)and so, I have to take great pains to avoid writing anything abt my family and The G`s.But I have been going thru tough times - and even with The G - since forever now. Infact there are phases when I wonder what`s to become of us. But trust me, these are exactly what I say they are - phases. And these too shall pass! Here`s hoping you find your lost dreams again. Like they say - Sail on Silver Girl. Sail on by..
*hugs* You`ll be fine..
thanks ~nm..
and piper you've hit the nail on its head.. hoping these are just phases..
and i can't believe you guys still check my blog.. have been so irregular with posting and even worse with reading...
Hey, first time here! Very sensitive post. And let me tell you that I totally believe in things falling in place and all turning out well in the end - so just hang in there and things will go your way, sooner or later!:-)
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